One Year Ago Today
I can't believe that it has been one year since I last kissed, smelled or touched your flesh. I can't remember of the details of that day. But I remember kissing you goodbye for the last time on this earth.
Clarke, I am trying to live my life without you in it and it is very difficult. You were a wonderful blessing to me. I miss everything about you. This world is so quiet and cloudy without your brilliance in it.
I keep telling myself that God needed you up in Heaven, but I need you here on earth too. I can't believe that I am still here on earth without you. A mother should not out live her child. I am very thankful that I have you as my own special angel. Please give me some guidance on how to live without you.
I keep listening to that Leann Rimes song "How do I live without you". I remember singing that song to you, but I used to sing it because I knew that one day you would leave home, I had no idea just how far or how soon that would be. I miss you baby. Close